breakups are awful, especially so when there is no incident that caused it. those moments in life when you look honestly at yourself and your partner and conclude that neither of you is at fault, you just aren't looking for the same things, or in this case, are looking for the same things, but can't compromise on how to get them. even if, in your heart of hearts, you know that both of you need things that the other can't give, it hurts to let go. not only am i losing him, i'm losing his family and most of the friends i have made through him. i am losing a man good with children, a generous heart, who has shown me that not all country music is evil, and who is motivated to make a comfortable and happy life for his future family. i want those things, but i also need someone who can respect what i believe and the choices i make, even if he doesn't understand or like them. bottom line: we will miss each other, but we will be ok. we will find people more suited to us, and hopefully can have a smile on our faces when remembering our moments together.
take care of yourself, i miss you
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